EMPATHY

angry is a mild word, this feeling inside should freely be associate with rage, impulsive outburst, a sense of helplessness. The world is moving too fast and i'm trailing behind it with utter contempt. couldnt i do something even a spectrum of change to make my life a bit better. This is going too far, melting hearts, vanished wisdoms aging body. where can i find the strength to just hold on. How much more pain can one endure to lead a comfortable life, how many ideologies should one stuff in one head to walk with one's head held high. It's crumbling into pieces, disintegrating slowly yet would never leave any historic marks that could be beneficial to the next generations. I am not what i was 5 years ago. I am someone that i do not know, stranger to my family and friends and far more stranger to meself. i do not have a conviction, no plateau to rest my weary head. the world is spinning too fast i'm i'm alreaDY OUT OF BREATH.