Middle Finger

Middle Finger

This blog is about writing things as it is, forget about other people's or your own genius! just write whatever that come to mind without any pre notion idea or care about syntax error or incomprehensible grammar or whatever just write what may!!

Friday, September 30, 2005

How i hate staring at a blank page

Write away super hay

Typing while holding your keyboard on air, with one leg up and the sensation of passing air constantly becomes pleasurable. Sleeping without your clothes on, a hidden sign of exhibitionism. Smoking away your consciousness, blanking out your problems with anti-acknowledgement devices. To whom would you run to again and again. Dream is your remedy.

Friday, September 16, 2005


Write away super hay

hey monkey with the orange shirt, slow down, slow down, you're not ahead or behind
unceasingly ruddy with altruism. Convulsed winnowed temperamental psyche. Through what life could a tranny lead her life. Going to the park again, selling your used goods again. Sitting down, starry eyes, whistling loudly inside your heart, cheap thrill, sexless. And so the overweight man passed by you with his motorcycle, ignoring your existence though you simply couldn't care less. And then your friend moved in near the park, so as to have more males to goggle at.

Monday, August 22, 2005

Write away super hay


secretly, biding my time, the face inside me,
honestly, biding my days, for someone else
trying hard to think pure
bloody hard when raw

wanna do someone else
should be by yourself
instead of here with me

so now, you've been fucking your core, feeling used

and that's from skunk anansie

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

pure yet raw


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raw not yet polished

Saturday, August 13, 2005


tryin my luck
head turns

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

yellow



of having less liability and less money
where the hell i'm going
at a thousand miles per second
slow down, slow down
look around you
smile when you're needed to
this car is here to stay

Write away super hay
testing arresting lying freaking maiming drinking setting thinking giving frying delivering deliberating gingering killing mincing minding visiting messing mushrooming noting wasting payrolling junking powering moving loving judging looking mumbling

Saturday, August 06, 2005

i'm on a roll

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the river crawls slowly upstream to the hill
the gaussed terrain exhausted by the mild wind
grains of unspeakable worships roaming sparsely through the air
giant steps leaping over the deadly spiked rocks
as the life value by most became increasingly unbearable
the thoughts of concern passed over the reasonableness test

that knowing scratch, the one that did not need rationalization
idle through impermeable existence of the non-fact
the animals around you gaping inquisiting the value of your compassions

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

idle

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kill the mankind left hook, tight jab, praise be the wandering glass
swarms of birds hitting the clouds, vaporize
spreading colors of monomyth, the city was put to an end

Monday, July 18, 2005

ff

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

YASIR malaysian idol

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i cried when he opens his mouth and sing his song, so confident, so sure of himself and hoping for others to follow through and give him the glimmer of hopes he has been actively pursuing. But deep down, I know, and i would say that he knew too that it's all about looks, make-believe and popularity which he lacks in all department. But he damn gave it a try, dont worry Yaser, your strength and determination embodies our kind, whatever the result be, you are one of the better singer. Maybe malaysia is not your forte. And as for the unfair comments you have to endure, the name-calling from every corner, the knowing giggling and prejudice, you certainly have prove them wrong with your heart. Why we must be mean to others anyway when we, ourselves are pretty insecure with our own life, why pass, over the top judgment, when we cant even stand even a mild one.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Reap

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wouldn't want to be an alarmist, this thoughts rolling out for deciphering, calling one's bluff, of withering moments of a civilization. The pre-empted strike was inevitable, as some would proudly points out. I wish to look at the other side please, what made them coming into that conclusion? when hot hard breath are just beneath your neck, would you just stay put or simply react. The morning rush, dissipated souls wandering away from common congregation. where to, then the emphaty? where to will the ignorance sets in? Purpose, the sole breadwinner of a society. Unleashed hatreds and confusions, sow this.

Friday, July 08, 2005

underground

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want you to notice
want you to gargle out your ignorance
spit it to your bare feet
let the slimy cold crept right to your mind

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Write away super hay

lost in what everyone's been talking to, share what people do not mind staring at, lay down to where the bunker was placed. May replenishing her duty off somewhere, this insecurity of people behind your back, prodding inquisitively on your private life. The sensation of letting your unknowns known to others. Now, the sweetness tingles as you sweat over on an enclosed space. Derailed yourself as the same song came recurring 24/7. Getting into the bus, when it's stationary nonetheless. Waiting for that magical moment of chance encounters, seems not apparent, not at least in this immediate future.

Thursday, June 30, 2005

revere

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hounds all the dreams you ever had
peels it off, squeeze it dry
rollicking your head to the inaudible tempo
waiting for the itch to die down
of the backstabbings
on the backstage of your life

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

run

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phew! the diasporac activities welling on my eyes, and it was not a sight to reckon with. yesterday when the bone came calling, everything halted as moments of merriment and awe crept inside this bland head. Anything when put into meaningful concentration and attention can produce results of outstanding stature. It is about channelling and repositioning parallel thoughts, assembling it through rigorous regime. It was never order that won. Chaos actually rules. She tastes like the real thing but never will she embrace this hands.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

record release

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the keyboard is too heavy for me to put it on my lap. you should remember, those blaring sounds, deafening moments, why are you still calling my name? raindrops playing down on me, splattering sounds echoing past encounters. Too sad to wail, too tired to think, saw that red top flying high, that wind surely know how to blow. we are kinda aspired by it. This japanese sound monotones injected by 70's melodramatic music plus with beethoven's symphony. police entry on the street with their guns and ammunitions, all the crowds watched helplessly as they began their shooting frenzy hitting anyone who dared to watch. All the able bodies slumped forward, freeze the moment, bring in the peacekeeper. Oblivious to the current happening, what's the deal with reality program? i want my thoughts to be measured, scrolled and exhibited. Then people can gladly queue and pay exorbitant price tickets. Back to blah blahville.

Monday, June 20, 2005

evening stand

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histogram, the boy weighs too much, little mystery, never solved. Someone been eclectic in exercising their choice of services. Beating drums, rummaging constant pacing, with british accent, disintegrating interests. Way way too much. Messing up your individuality, fame, fortune harbour it, hold down to it. Tried my best to leave, the mere persistance shrilled the determination. Come down now, lower your options. From right to left, again repeating the shake for no one is present to witness the grand design of transmuting yourself into oblivion. Mid afternoon, hot temper flares, still sleeping hugging tightly your bolster, sleepy head wishing for air-conditioner. Find your way out of this wild wild world. Trusting the end, feasible to some, extremely not viable due to its interchangeable qualities. Chaos reigns, no permanence, no particular, the endless has ceased their intention of becoming the end. come out at night, that's where your energy shines.

Monday, June 13, 2005

mess with me, merry me

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sand, pebbles and stones, i suck the road, i spoke too soon, yellow greenish wide open skank humid shooting stars. cant see too blaring, the black is so whitening, but now I frowned, keys of my jeep stainless steel moon. Say it still move, the sail going upwards knocking down the tourists. Heart that seeking the perfect job. Bruises that keeps appearing, so unhappy, bring down yourself to the government, maybe they can help. I drink my sober life, keep on drinking, wouldnt want to spill it over. Silence. This is me doing it all over again, no problem, keep on writing, i might eat my own words one day. such a polished accents, such a pretty face, looking at you from the ugly box, intimidating you to no end. This is how i'm going to end it all, consumed myself infront of you so you can see the climax. i am going to sleep and let people watch over me. arrest this insecurity, babbling over a deformed man, his pants slipping down to the merriment of others, ahh and oohhs of excitement, is this what we will all get?
Write away super hay

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